Holiday Fantasy

Today marks the end of August as well as the beginning of a new holiday. I just quit my job. Of course, being the cautious kind, I've gotten my self a new job in the same industry but with another bank. Actually I was headhunted and made a delicious offer that I can't refuse.

And of course with such a job comes with perks and everything.

Fexi-hours!!! But with a higher target to reach per month. That should not be problem for me at all. In fact, I already have a couple of clients that i had in mind to get them to switch over to this bank. Haha!

My new job will bring me to the heart of business - Shenton Way.

Damn the riduculous high parking fees. Lucky, my perks will cover it easily.

I manage to squeeze time here, blogging before I leave for a holiday. I am going to the Asian Land of Fantasy - Thailand and then drop my way to London to visit Millie before I come back to Singapore. I actually was debating within myself to go to Cananda or Japan however, sadly to say, Andy could not spare the time to join me for this trip. I think he couldn't spare the expenses. Did I mention that he is getting married?

Yah, boy. Aysha pushed him to it and he just follow it along. He told me its to bid for time while he got himself sorted out. I pointed out to him that he is misleading her. Then again, she was the one begging to be misleaded. I could tell that Andy is totally miserable and at lost what to do. He wants and need time but that is not on his side right now.

I am crossing my fingers hard that I will meet some babes on the trip and on the plane. That would really perk me up. Hehe!

Before I went off, I actually informed Siu Siu. I couldn't get hold of either Olivia or Geraldine so I left a message at their machine. God! How I hate to talk to machines. Urgh!

Holiday Fantasy here I come!!

Singapore, don't miss me!

Superwoman Siu Siu?

Yesterday, Siu Siu unexpected called me up while I was at my family home having lunch. She asked meekly whether would I be free, she like to invite me over for dinner. Thus I have to fulfill my obligation as a gentleman and turned down my mother's repeated requests for me to stay for dinner. Keke!

I reached her place at 6pm and was greeted by her and the smell of home cooking. And what a spread she prepared!!! There is fish, prawns, chicken, sweet and sour pork, omelette, vegetables and seafood soup just for the both of us!

What a delicious spread! Even now as I think back, my mouth watered.

After dinner, I did the washing while she cut some fruits. Working along side by side in the kitchen made me daydreamed that we are couple. We ended the evening in front of her television, she lying on my chest and my arms around her. Soon both of us felt asleep. Only when its around close to midnight, I woke up and leave her place. Like a gentleman.

Siu Siu made me feel homely last night. She is someone that could reckon to be a good wife. Beautiful and dutiful.

Alas, she is not mine to keep.

I guess she know that too. She spoke to me while I was getting ready to leave her place. She signed and said that she would love to have me to stay but she knows that I have to leave. Or something like that.

Its sweet to have that kind of life. But perhaps I am commitment phobic. All I know is that I do not wish to settle down just as yet.

My Superwoman

Early In The Morning, I Put Breakfast At Your Table
一夜都没睡但我　
不曾如此清醒我早餐准备了你　
爱吃的东西这次换我等你被咖啡　
的香味叫醒

想要找回每天早晨　
对我微笑着的你还能够　
做些什么代替我的歉意总是望着我　
小心翼翼
顺着我呼吸而我竟然理所当然　
让你精疲力尽

You Were My Super Woman
安静的在身边　
无条件给我　
梦寐以求的温柔
But I Am Only Human Mmmm
我怎么不懂你多寂寞
残忍的犯了错不能失去你
Ooh~ Baby~ Baby~

You Fought Your Way Through The Rush Hour
Try To Make It Home Just For Me
月光下静静靠着彼此　
只求夜长一点
有多久没有好好看你　
只是认定了我无论在什么时候回头　
都有你的笑容
是我忽略了你也会有　
想要哭的感觉没有一种付出应该永远心甘情愿再给被宠坏的男人
最后一次机会
换我忍耐换我等待　
不要真的弃权

You Were My Super Woman
安静的在身边　
无条件给我　
梦寐以求的温柔
But I Am Only Human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞
残忍的犯了错不能失去你
Ooh~ Baby~

是我把爱想得太简单以为只要我存在就能让你取暖心里唯一的
Super Woman
没有人能代替不能想像更不能原谅这样让爱化成　
灰烬

You Were My Super Woman
安静的在身边　
无条件给我　
梦寐以求的温柔
But I Am Only Human
(是我只是一个 只是一个人)
我怎么不懂你多寂寞
残忍的犯了错不能失去你

He-Ooh~
If You Feel It In Your Heart
And You Understand Me.
STOP Right Where You Are,
Everybody Sing Along With Me.

You Were My Super Woman
安静的在身边 (在身边)　
无条件给我 (无条件给我)　
梦寐以求的温柔
But I Am Only Human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞
残忍的犯了错不能失去你

You Were My Super Woman
Yes You Are
安静的在身边　
无条件给我　
梦寐以求的温柔
But I Am Only Human
我怎么不懂你多寂寞
残忍的犯了错不能失去你

Twin Babies

Last night, after blogging from the office, I felt the same way as I felt when I left the Marina Yacht Club. Empty and lonely.

I decided to call on Andy and we went out to Winebar to sloshed it out.

Aysha has issued an ultimatum.

Either get married or get lost.

Andy has been agonizing over it. Not that he doesn't want to spend the rest of his life with Aysha. These two are practically glued to each other's hip. But I guess he is scared stiff of the huge commitments he has to make. Financially and emotionally.

He knows that he and Aysha will eventually get hitched but the fact that now is smack right in his face, all of a sudden, he does not want to be Andy anymore. Some people will say its wedding jitters, I think its much more for him.

Andy has just flew off in his career and managed to gain some form of recognition in his field. His salary is just off the measly pay mark. He has not yet able to afford a car and barely could save a few penny at the end of the month. Plus he has credit card bills to pay.

I think he is financially worried.

Emotionally? Well, everyone around the both of them knows one thing for sure. Aysha ruled over Andy. And they quarrel a lot. Aysha is the 'vinegar' drinking machine and often blew off her top while in Andy's line of work, he really needs to entertain his clients.

Andy doesn't want to end up quarreling with Aysha of the rest of their life and with Aysha's present ultimatum demand, its really testing his limits.

Well, I couldn't help him there. All I could provide is a listening ear.

I don't think talking to Aysha will wake her up. She is as determine as a bull.

Andy left early because Aysha was throwing one of her infamous tantrum over the phone again. I was alone drinking to myself when Geraldine comes up in my mind. I gave her a ring and was invited to her home.

I reached her place expected to find Olivia in as well. Strangely, only Geraldine is in with a glass of red wine in her hand and the television is on. Olivia, she explained, likes to have her own freedom and although she lives with her, she doesn't really report to anyone.

Me cuddling with Geraldine in front of the television, with the table full of empty glasses of red wine. One arm was over her shoulder while she rested her head on my chest. The other hand was beneath her T-shirt, fondling her breast. This image strongly reminded me the time when she and me are still a couple. Ahhh...those were the days.

We had some some loving sex and ended up cuddling up in each other's arms in bed.

I really do not what time was it but I woke up with someone riding on me. Olivia had came home in the middle of the night and found me sleeping on her side of the bed and decided since I was there, she might as well make full use of me. Geraldine just grunted and turned to her side, to continue her sleep. When Olivia was done with me, she practically slumped on top of me with her head rested upon my chest and fell asleep.

When I left the place this morning, both of them are still sleeping soundly.

Like twin babies.

Seed of Sadness

Marilyn and I met up at the Marina Yacht Club last night.

Apparently the rich bitch owned a yacht there or should I say its her husband that owned a yacht there. She brought me to The Mess where we shot some pool and she introduced to me some of the members there. At the back of my mind, I was wondering it was bold of her to show me off to others when they could easily spread the news around. I don't think she care that much.

Much later, she brought me up to have a little tour around her yacht. We had champagne and foie gras that she had prepared from home. She urged me to go home with her but I really did not felt like it so I brushed her off. She snaked up to me and snuggled around me while groping my manhood. We ended up having sex up on the deck.

I did not like it.

Perhaps its because she has a family already and I don't feel right. Or perhaps something else...

I drove off after that, feeling quite empty. Sudden urge to have a close one by my side to snuggle and cuddle with is so great.

I think Millie has planted the seed of sadness in me.

Marilyn's back?

I tell you women sometime blaffled me.

Millie has been cursing and swearing and crying and sobbing over her BBB. Just when you think she has given up on him... Haiz!

Millie came back from Malaysia on Monday evening. Well relaxed and well loved over there. Enough to have a tumble in the bed with me.

She was cuddling with me on Thursday morning and pleading with me not to go to work (I had to because of series of meetings) when her hp rang. BBB!!! She jumped out of my arms and answered her hp immediately.

Well, her BBB is in Singapore and wants to meet her. You could see the change in Millie's eyes. Suddenly, there is fire in them as she rushed to the shower.

I dropped her off at City Hall MRT before making my way to work, grumbling to myself. He better treat her RIGHT.

Anyway, they met up and he plead with her to go back with him and she actually believe this guy! My innocent Millie. Millie and him book the next flight back to London. She plead with me to have at least dinner with both him and her, I plainly refused. But I did sent both of them to the airport at night.

With nothing to do after she left, I start to drive around when Marilyn called me. What a concidence? Apprently not. She actually saw me at the airport when she sent her husband off. That horny creature actually remember me!

I was not in the mood to meet her up that night. My mind is full of silly worries of Millie. But to brush her off I promise her to meet her tonight.

We'll see what she have in mind.

Animal Olivia

Yesterday night, Millie decided to dump me alone at home and go friend-visiting in Malaysia. She wanted some girl-friendly hugs and cuddles and some bitching that me as a male couldn't offer. I am a little offended however, Millie has to go, Millie has to go. She left me, promising she will be back in Monday.

I haven't been able to go out with Siu Siu or other ladies since Millie is here. Well, I couldn't leave her on her own staring at the ceiling while I go enjoy myself in the company of lust.

I couldn't contact Siu Siu so I assumed that she went back to Malaysia for the weekend. I called up Geraldine to meet her up for drinks and perhapes some repeated "action" from the last incident. Hehe!

I was running late for my appointment with Geraldine at 10pm as I had to detour back to my office for some files. Monday meeting.. When I was about to reach Balaclava, I got a message from an unknown sender to ask me to meet her at KM8 signed off by Geraldine. I tried calling back the number but noone picks up and I tried calling Geraldine, her handphone is switched off. Perhapes her phone is running on low battery and she had to borrow someone else's.

Grumbling to myself that I have to make my way to Sentosa. That is like another bloody island! Well, when I reached KM8, I couldn't see Geraldine at all. Its easy to spot Geraldine since she is so tall and big build, you can't really miss her.

I was about to go. I am not in a beach attire, I'm in shirt and pants. And the humid weather is making my shirt stick onto my back. That is when she called out my name.

OLIVIA!

She giggled when I asked where is Geraldine. She couldn't give me a straight answer like she is high and bubbly somewhere. Hair cropped to her skull, green eyes and of course her elfish grin. She was dressed in a chili red bikini leave little for imagination and with a flimsy darker red scarf wrapped around her hips, underneath is a matching pair of chili red thongs.

She snuggled close to me and whispered that Geraldine is down with a flu. She also gently took my hand and walked away from the music and the crowd. When we got to a secluded area dark little corner, she practically yanked her top away and pull my head to her breast. Boy, did I suck hard. It was there she bend over and I took her from behind. I had to keep looking around me while my manhood did his job plus I had one hand grabbing on her hips and the other hand covering her mouth because she was moaning so hard... With the fear mixed with excitement, it was quite a mind blowing experince for me. Haven't had sex in the public since teenage years.

We went back to KM8 for more drinks later. After close to 1am, Olivia decided she had enough and wanted to go home.

She seduced me further in the carpark and this time, she rode me in my car. She is like some wild crazy animal. Plus with her crazed green eyes, its easy to mistake her for one.

Ended up both of us are exhausted. I barely could keep my eyes on the road as I drove her home and the moment I got home, I dumped myself on the sofa and snored away.

Olivia = Pure Raw Sex

Heartbroken Millie

I have been really busy plus right now my havoc life is halt to a standstill because Millie is back from London.

I went to Changi Airport over the weekend to pick her up. Once she reaches the gates, she was overwhelmed with tears. She ran over to me and hugged me so tightly that I almost ran out of breath. She was sobbing non stop for 15 to 20 minutes before I could calm her down and make her smile.

She was tight lipped about BBB and refused to comment anything about him except that she snucked out of his home in the middle of the night with her belongings and took the earliest flight. But being female, is a funny thing.. I noticed that she still hope that BBB will panicked and feel lost without her. My best bet? He won't.

Her handphone has been silent all the way til now and she has been either staring at her handphone or staring into space. Shewould burst out in tears and seek for me. I would cuddle her like she is a little child and hushed her til she calm down.

This is not the first time she has her heart broken by some guy. From the way, I see it.. The guys who break girls' heart are pathetic.

Nah... I am not kettle calling the pot black. I admit I am a playboy at heart but I draw a line at giving girls promises that I could not keep. All the girls I slept with knows my history and what kind of lifestyle I am leading. They all know that they could never pinned their future on me. The daring ones would try to get me settle down with them or at least give them a commitment. Usually once I spotted the signs, I will put them in their place by talking to them firmly that they cannot change me.

Millie will recover. But none the wiser. She will still fall for some jerk who will twisted her heart to make her tear.

I took a week's leave to company her. I know she will not do anything silly however, each time she cried like this, I am afraid that she will space out too far and really for once take her life.

Looking at her now, curling up like a cat in front of the television on the couch make my heart bleed for her. Seeing her holding onto her handphone like some precious treasure, waiting for that BBB to give her a message or a call.

Sigh!